It is the middle of the night and yet here I sit at my computer.. Not wanting to wander to far away from the bathroom in the thought that I may need it in a hurry.. I am waiting patiently for the Doctors office to open so that I may be ble to get a doctors appointment today. I know what the problem is and I can not fix it..And I usually have to wait forever and a day to see my doctor because she is all booked.. I sit and cry from sheer frustration, next to no sleep, and annoyance that I could have kept this from happening.. So goes my day.. Hopefully this will subside to where I dont have to go to the bathroom every 30 seconds and I can get some much needed sleep for at least a few hours.. But I fear that is not the case.. So here I sit.. And wait..