I love my best friend to death and the father of her son is.. oh how can I put this nicely.. A PUTZ.. well her parents are thinking about moving and that means that she would have to move out of where she is living because she cant afford it.. most likely she will have to move in with SIR PUTZ A LOT... Anyways.. i really dont want to see her move in with him because of what he has put her through.. all the lieing, cheating, being obsessed.. i mean come on the man calls so much that when she is over at a friends house he calls and calls and calls...she ends up shutting her phone off just so she can have a conversation and then when she leaves and she turns her phone back on she has like 20 messages from him and he is still calling.. GIVE IT A BREAK MAN!!! SHE DOESNT LOVE YOU ANYMORE!! I know there are times when she just wants to be rid of him totally from her life, but she thinks about her son and how he needs a father.... all i can do is sit back and watch from the side lines.. All I wish for her is to find someone spectcular that treats her like a queen and is great to both her and her son.. Well thats it for now..

I woke up this morning and what should i see.. but this white stuff on the ground that makes me think christmasy...
it isnt even halloween and i cant wait to scare...all the little kids in thier costumes just to see how they fair..
yes i know that i am rhyming and while i cant help myself.....this is the time of the year when i start being called an elf....

IM NOT READY FOR SNOW!!! :(
ITS OCTOBER!!!!

OK SO IM PRETTY NEW TO THIS WHOLE BLOGGING THING.. I MEAN I HAVE A MYSPACE ACCOUNT SO I HAVE THAT THING TO WORK WITH, BUT THAT IS MORE OF A RANTING AND PISSING AND MOANING KIND OF THING.. THIS IS JUST GETTING THINGS OUT IN THE OPEN AND OFF MY MIND.. OR ELSE I WOULD DRIVE MY SELF NUTS AND TRUST ME IT IS NOT A FAR ROAD TRIP AND IM TOLD IM THE MAYOR...I HAVE BEEN WORKING MY TAIL OFF 12 HOURS A DAY FOR A WHILE NOW AND I AM STARTING TO GET A LITTLE P.O.ED THAT THEY HIRED THIS NEW GIRL BECAUSE SHE WAS A FRIEND OF THE OFFICE MANAGERS BEFORE THE OFFICE MANAGER GOT HERSELF CANNED.. GOOD WORK.. ANYWAYS..SHE DOESNT KNOW WHAT SHE IS DOING.. AND I AM GETTING TIRED OF DOING HER WORK AND MINE AND HAVING HER FEEL LIKE I AM OUT TO GET HER BECAUSE I WANTED HER SHIFT AND THE HOURS THAT SHE HAS... IM SORRY BUT I HAVE BEEN TOLD MORE THAN ONCE BY MANY OF MY COWORKERS THAT I AM JUST MORE PLEASENT AND FLEXIABLE THAT SHE IS. CAN I HELP IT IF IM JUST NATURALLY NICE?!? WHICH THAT COULD CHANGE.. IM SO SWEET SOME TIMES I MAKE MY OWN TEETH HURT.. SPEAKING OF SWEETS THAT REMINDS ME I HAVENT EATEN YET.. I KNOW THAT YOU ARE WONDERING IF I HAVE RAISED THIS ISSUE TO SOMEONE AND TRIED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.. YES I HAVE AND THEY TOLD ME TO GIVE HER THE BENIFIT OF THE DOUBT SHE WAS ONLY TRAINED ONE DAY FOR 3 HOURS.. SECRETLY THINKING TO MYSELF.. YEAH AND?? I DIDNT EVEN GET THAT.. IT WAS MORE OF A PUSH ME OVER A CLIFF AND HOPE TO GOD I KNOW HOW THE PARACHUTE WORKS.. WELL IM AM EXTREAMLY EXHAUSTED AND TOMARROW IS ANOTHER LONG DAY.. HOPE THIS WAS DECENT FOR A FIRST SHOT AT THIS.. FEED BACK IS WELCOME.. THANKS FOR LISTENING.